i need a new drug, one that won't make me sick...

huey lewis had it right.

for some people, its appearance, consumerism, religion...

what do I need to find to help me basically feel, and to quote office space "like i've been fishing all day"?.

what is the fight for really? do I give into my jaded sense of reality? am i supposed to live with the contradictions and hypocrisy that lies in my very own body?

it is sad when my faith in humanity is slightly restored because I was given a bit of a break at a grocery store (ask me privately) based on a little white lie.

how fucked up is that? because I basically lied my ass off, I was lucky enough for this very nice man to believe me and cut me some slack.. of course, i could say that he had no obligation to help me, and I didn't ask for it. nevertheless, that guy was a good guy.

my weekend was fun. it was also very tiring. my two very close friends from KC came into town. memories to be shared later.

i need sleep