to those who are curious
I basically had about 2.5 panic attacks last week or so.
call it exhaustion, worry, "coming down", whatever.
doc gave me happy pills, but, they are hidden, i don't want to take them.
breathing works fine.
i'm feeling much better
my appetite is coming back, and I don't feel dread.
although I feel like my room is creeping up over me.
but, I cleaned it and I feel fine.
for some reason, blogger isn't putting my pictures up.