My date with.. lets call her "LZ" went awesome. i'm pretty excited about the possibilities. we went to see thai elvis at palms with marky mark and beauty junkie, and they just chilled at my place for a while, just talking, getting to know eachother.

its really cool getting to know someone who you really don't know anything about, and then finding that there are many things we have in common. she's smart, funny, and beautiful. and I really enjoyed hanging out with her. I believe she shares the same sentiment with me, but, you never know.

i'm really concerned with doing this the right way, so, i don't want to get too worried or otherwise sabotage a good thing. Who knows what may happen, but I am hopeful that things will work out.

that may be why I'm not trying to get too excited about anything, knowing my history and such, but i'm happy to say that I'm happy, regardless of whatever happens.

I want to go back to my old ideals, being passionate, being romantic, but really, from the get go, trying have a balance. I want to live my life in LA, surrounded by friends, family, and loved ones.

i think i'm getting closer to that every day, especially with great people like Amy, mark,candace,stephanies, pozen, nate, kouching, the mileys, the crofts in my life. It would be cool to add LZ to that list of amazing people who really make my life great.  ¶ 6/09/2005 11:00:00 AM