oh.. kind of forgot about all this.

as this school year winds down, I'm at a cross roads, as the joe strummer once said "should I stay or should I go?"

while, at first I was deadset on going back to my beloved city of kansas city, missouri, I have applied for a few jobs out there, and have yet to hear back I wouldn't regret going back home, living at home, doing that kind of life.

at the same time, I am starting to feel the pull the los angeles has on me. maybe I should stay, at least for another year. thats if I can find a job. see, I do not want to teach at markham at all. so, for me to stay, I need to find a job that has comparable, or preferably more pay and a different workload/stress level. I don't want to say Less stress or work, because thats not possible, plus, its not the amount of stress/work that I hate, its the type...

i realize that I have quite a few friends both here in LA and back home. i just have to make a decision. so I did. If I find a job out here in LA that I can support myself with, I'm staying. if I can't, I'm definately moving back to KC.

no regret. i have to realize that my location cannot be the main determinant of my happiness. I am the main determinant. so, with that in mind, you got a job for me?  ¶ 4/16/2005 06:11:00 PM