I know alot of this "stress" is self made right now. sometimes, I wake up depressed, and I have to tell myself, "what the hell is going on?". then, I snap out of it.

I have some decent job prospects here in LA, although none of them have made my fall in love. but, if I can make a decent living (read: same as now or more) at a job that doesn't go against most of my standards and morals, I'm staying in sunny LA for another year. initial phone interviews are weird, especially if you have developed a nasty whiskey and ciggarettes voice from the flu.

we will see. we will see.

my addiction to caffeine is really interesting. i'm trying to quit, but, i'm having a hell of a time doing so.


i also purchased a digital camera a while ago. pictures forthcoming.  ¶ 4/26/2005 11:06:00 AM