Its so refreshing to be able to talk to a person, and that person can see through all your bs and crap and really be able to give you good advice. Man, I love my dad. He's always been a straight shooter, whether I appreciated it or not is another story, but talking to my dad is sometimes all I need to get my head out of my ass, or sometimes to just brighten my day.

We all seem to forget, and sometimes too late, that our parents were once like us. I know its hard to believe, but there is actually a chance that my dad went through the same things as me. And in fact, my father went through more shit than I ever will. I am one spoiled bastard when you think about it. Its this fact that I hope to make my dad (and mum) proud. I love my dad so much, and he's given me so much, especially after my mum died. I owe about everything to him and I hope to pay him back ten fold.

I never get to see him anymore, but i'm glad that the circumstances are good ones. he is always with his fiance in cali, so I'm glad that my dad is finally being happy. My dad genuinely deserves every bit of happiness that he can get, god knows how much happiness he has given to others, its about damn time that someone gives it back to him.

but, I digress.. i seem to be on the verge of another change in goals and attitudes.. i mean, law school is still the big pantheon of achievment that I wish to get, but damn, I would love to go to cooking school, maybe own a restaurant someday.. , maybe i can be a cooking lawyer? dream on alex, dream on.


what is it about pavement that I love so much. Is it the interesting music that they play? is it the lyrical genius of steve malkmus? is it the geeky yet assertive nature of the band? i think its both.
jesus, i sure have a knack for creating blog's with no sense of continuity whatsoever
at that, i bid you adeiu
alex  ¶ 3/11/2002 10:04:00 PM