Saturday, February 02, 2002
I just got back from The Mothman Prophecies. It wasn't bad, if you take it at an certain level, if you're just looking for entertainment.
I am listening to Julie Plug alot. The band is a bay area filipino american rock band, they have a hip mid 90's pop sensibility, and have that britpop feel to them. the lead singer is downright beautiful and I have those stupid dreams about meeting a girl like her. I mean, I only know her on one level, i see her picture and hear her voice..but man, its like a movie.. if only I had the chance to meet her.. it would be all good! hahaha of course I fall in and out of love all the time (did I just quote Alicia Keys?). But yeah, DK made a good point last night. I talked about how I wanted to really do something, travel whatever, but it seems as I'm too afraid to go out and do it. DK said that I have nothing holding me back, and he's true, my dad is happy now so I won't have abandonment issues, and I have no girlfriend. So, why not go out and do something? I haven't had a girlfriend in the longest time, and no matter how much I complain about it, I actually think its probably good for me.
and if I do meet that girl, hopefully she'll let me do my thing, and I'l surely let her do hers. as long as we come to some middle ground where we can trust eachother and when we're back together we don't have to have inner monolouges of thought wether we should have trusted eachother. man, I am really blabbing on tonight..
back to some sort of coherent line of thinking.
I think as long as I keep up with reading and keep myself on the offensive, I should do fine this sem. but I can't slack off like I did this weekend, if I am to become a better student, I can't waste my time like I did. So, this is my weekend to really slack off for no good reason. I will try to devote more time to studying, fitness and being a good friend.
I still haven't had much of a change on my current stance on religion. i think im afraid of it, like it will change my life and make me into some person that I am too afraid to become just as yet. maybe I'll try church again? i'll let you know.
I really feel bad for not blogging as often as I should, so I'll also try to be a better blogger.
I've also been working out alot lately, and I feel really good.. of course the results aren't that great yet, but i can already feel that my pants are getting a bit looser. the problem with me is when I work out, I tend to eat alot of snacks for some reason, because my regular diet is not good enough.. so, no more Nilla wafers.. and I'll hopefully see some results by the end of this semester.
i cleaned my room today, and although it was only a scratch on the surface of filth, its an improvment.
tomorrows plan: get up at a decent time, study, work out, study more, super bowl party at Joe's. I think this will be the last of this current entry. so long. ¶ 2/02/2002 10:44:00 PM
I am listening to Julie Plug alot. The band is a bay area filipino american rock band, they have a hip mid 90's pop sensibility, and have that britpop feel to them. the lead singer is downright beautiful and I have those stupid dreams about meeting a girl like her. I mean, I only know her on one level, i see her picture and hear her voice..but man, its like a movie.. if only I had the chance to meet her.. it would be all good! hahaha of course I fall in and out of love all the time (did I just quote Alicia Keys?). But yeah, DK made a good point last night. I talked about how I wanted to really do something, travel whatever, but it seems as I'm too afraid to go out and do it. DK said that I have nothing holding me back, and he's true, my dad is happy now so I won't have abandonment issues, and I have no girlfriend. So, why not go out and do something? I haven't had a girlfriend in the longest time, and no matter how much I complain about it, I actually think its probably good for me.
and if I do meet that girl, hopefully she'll let me do my thing, and I'l surely let her do hers. as long as we come to some middle ground where we can trust eachother and when we're back together we don't have to have inner monolouges of thought wether we should have trusted eachother. man, I am really blabbing on tonight..
back to some sort of coherent line of thinking.
I think as long as I keep up with reading and keep myself on the offensive, I should do fine this sem. but I can't slack off like I did this weekend, if I am to become a better student, I can't waste my time like I did. So, this is my weekend to really slack off for no good reason. I will try to devote more time to studying, fitness and being a good friend.
I still haven't had much of a change on my current stance on religion. i think im afraid of it, like it will change my life and make me into some person that I am too afraid to become just as yet. maybe I'll try church again? i'll let you know.
I really feel bad for not blogging as often as I should, so I'll also try to be a better blogger.
I've also been working out alot lately, and I feel really good.. of course the results aren't that great yet, but i can already feel that my pants are getting a bit looser. the problem with me is when I work out, I tend to eat alot of snacks for some reason, because my regular diet is not good enough.. so, no more Nilla wafers.. and I'll hopefully see some results by the end of this semester.
i cleaned my room today, and although it was only a scratch on the surface of filth, its an improvment.
tomorrows plan: get up at a decent time, study, work out, study more, super bowl party at Joe's. I think this will be the last of this current entry. so long. ¶ 2/02/2002 10:44:00 PM
