I am sitting here, studying for a test. I am also watching E! behind the scenes about the Beatles Wives... damn interesting. I hope my relationships with women aren't that turbulent.
I talked to girl yesterday, for a half an hour! Damn, I don't know what this means except I felt like a moron. Its hard to talk to a girl you think is attractive, and you want her to like you... damn, lets see how things go friday... might not go at all.. oh well, weezer has my interest on friday anyway...  ¶ 11/29/2001 08:14:00 AM 0 comments

  damn... i now know how to do my paper, correctly.. its frustrating when the teacher is also a bit confused on how to do this assignment.. hopefully that will give me some freedom to write outside of any preconceived news or rules..
i need to take a nap... but not yet...
im glad i have food that I didn't pay for.. save me some well needed cash
weezer is coming sooon! yess..
crazy rat bastards impeding my drive to school.....not good..
pretty girls that make my heart jump out of my chest...good  ¶ 11/27/2001 01:41:00 PM 0 comments

  ahh..... tuesday... still writing my paper as we speak...well, not exactly, because im posting again dammit.
I just ordered the gadjits new 3 song CD LP and im damn excited, plus I bought a fuzzy new Gadjits hooded sweater, i can become rock n roll legit again!
Weezer only 3 days away! yeah... who else can't wait?
so, xmas list
nice warm stylin jacket
a wristwatch that i can wear with my extremely small amount of Nice clothes.
giant robot merch

what am i gonna buy with my hard earned xmas MC sports wages:
maybe some turntables..or possibly save up for Washingon D.C. rent.. geez..thats gonna be expensive.. plus, i'm gonna have to fly back for my dad's wedding...
man o man, money, I wish it grew on trees...  ¶ 11/27/2001 08:47:00 AM 0 comments

  Back in town finally! i didn't really want to leave KC though. nothing like being with family, and STEP family. i got along with the kid.. so, on my standpoint, i can't forsee and family strife between us kids and step kids...
time to unpack.  ¶ 11/25/2001 07:59:00 PM 0 comments

  gaahh! damn break.. i have stuff I could do, but just am not doing it.. i need to lost a few pounds.. my fat ass is getting too big for this guy over here..
thanksgiving was fun, and I am tired as hell
take carea ll  ¶ 11/23/2001 02:36:00 PM 0 comments

 

weezer is only 12 days away.. woo hoo! now I can enjoy some rock n roll,
but, until then, peace , love, dope.... tell me where that comes from, and you get a prize
email me at alex5642@aol.com  ¶ 11/19/2001 08:33:00 AM 0 comments

  I didn't study, but I did get some laundry done.. my plans to go to the stripclub fell through... but, im not dissapointed.. i have money in my pocket right now that most likely would have gone to a strippers coke fund.... so, i'm sitting here playing some video games and such.
im going to go to wal mart.. funny thing is that I do this in columbia... but, hey wal mart is wal mart and its always a fun time
i've been thinking about how I should talk to girlie again... maybe I need to have a get together sometime so I can talk to her more..
oh well.. time to have a good break.. hope you all are doing the same
peace  ¶ 11/18/2001 08:47:00 PM 0 comments

  already starting to feel like home. I wake up late, get yelled at, and i get on the computer before I do anything else. what a life.....
i played tennis, both on the real court, and video game as well... sadly, i played better tennis on the dreamcast that i did on the court.. im way too out of shape, and my back feels it. gonna try and get some studying done today.. let's see how that works... maybe some laundry also.  ¶ 11/18/2001 10:35:00 AM 0 comments

  ok.. my first session at a dial up computer.. not exactly pleasant. but, beggars can't be choosers you know?
I'm a bit hungover, its strange drinking with a different crew than usual. not any worse or better, just different. this well anticipated, very mundane break has now begun.. i'm already slacking off, and it feels good.  ¶ 11/17/2001 08:45:00 AM 0 comments

  ahhhhhhhh..kansas city.. had a good dinner, went out for a couple of drinks.. a good night. my good friend has a cable modem! hahah...im so glad i don't have to put up with any of this slow modem shit yet.. so, there is a chance for all you interested people out there that you will see my words over the break.. well, I talked to her!! hahah.. it was nerve wracking and I kind of talked to her friend more than her cause I was too nervous..but, she responded to me and smiled, and then when i walked away, I heard her make a comment, sounded happy! so, let's see how this goes..
well, off to drink a few more beers.. i love Kansas city, screw all you haters.
  ¶ 11/16/2001 09:31:00 PM 0 comments

  after many technical difficulties, most of which are my fault, i have a new look.... I don't like it much,but hey, it works..  ¶ 11/16/2001 08:37:00 AM 0 comments

  does it work? lets hope so Alice  ¶ 11/15/2001 11:15:00 PM 0 comments

  i hate writing papers, i have a way of getting off track, as evident here on my blog posting.
further distractions from my thesis always seem to hurt me, I want to put too much evidence in the wrong places while leaving a good beginning alone to fester and die in the world of research papers. hopefully dr.stowers wil be able to help me refine my craft. i mean, i am not a bad writer most of the time, and he says that i can become something really good if i get my shit together.... that shit is going to be difficult and time consuming to put together. perhaps, if I have time In DC this summer (if i even go anymore) i will take part is a writers workshop that seem to be offered all the time, especially at those extremely liberal arts colleges..
oh well, back to the paper, more BS to wade through.. i really do feel sorry for some of my professors. its like searching for a needle in a haystack when they read my papers sometimes.. i have so much BS rhetoric sometimes, stemming from my debate days..that BS rhetoric was needed. now in collge "streamline" is the keyword these days... i need to be to my papers what the scientists were to the Bionic woman, "we can make you stronger, faster, smarter... we have the technology".. alas, that will only come with time, and there is no telling what the future will bring. i will be traversing the cold hard 1-70 highway this weekend to go back to Kansas city. alas, i only have dialup there, and I do not like using my computer with dialup.. i will be bringing it home with me though to do school work.... don't expect any blogs from me on any sort of regular basis unless i use another friends computer...
take care, i hope all who reads this,, haha all 5 or you have a great week...be careful and have fun...
oh yeah, minna if you read this, remember my candy! nahhaaa..thanks for getting me some :)  ¶ 11/15/2001 07:41:00 PM 0 comments

  Hit that WFL...
thats all I have to say..
and oh yeah, someone should pick up DK's extra J5 ticket...
maybe I should get an extra one for some special guest.....
www.jurassic5.com  ¶ 11/15/2001 04:24:00 PM 0 comments

  I bought my Jurassic 5 tickets for December 5th at the Bluenote.
note to anyone who reads this and is in Columbia.... buy the damn tickets.... its gonna be an awesome show.. worth the $18 you will plunk down...i guarantee you..  ¶ 11/15/2001 09:33:00 AM 0 comments

  I hate my telephone service. they call numerous times, and they ask my roommate when I'll be home. Im sitting here thinking that I am late on a bill, and they call me this morning and they ask about a new long distance service! what the hell.... i'm in college. i can barely afford local service.......   ¶ 11/15/2001 08:26:00 AM 0 comments

  ahhh..... another night at the Berg. more observations for a paper I have yet to think about... only 2 days, yet still much work on my plate.. time to turn it up a notch for a few days ago.
listening to ben folds new CD.. "not the same" my favorite song so far.. its great
also, heard Only in dreams again.. minna, quan and I all preached its greatness, as it is a great song.. i've decided to either dedicate my hard earned christmas job money to either Drums, or maybe turntables...i know, cliche asian kid with turntables..but, hey, they seem so fun...  ¶ 11/14/2001 11:13:00 PM 0 comments

  Aite its on...... Eastside blog is the best side...... none of this westside bloggin, key losing mofo... the real flex styles, to tha turnstyles.... this batttle is on....... Eastside Blog foreva! hahaha  ¶ 11/14/2001 07:32:00 PM 0 comments

  I didn't talk to her.... i have a ton of good excuses, yet, they are bad ones... i decided to call my current advisor on this one.. but, she's not home.. i need some words of inspiration.
am I just lazy? am I just expecting her to come to me? in my wildest fantasies, yes.. but, I need to be realistic that I need to make the effort. after all, im trying to get to know her, my effort needs to be stronger.. ahh.. maybe friday.. i can't think about this during thanksgiving break... I must take action now! so, for school,, get project done for said class, then talk to girl in said class...
  ¶ 11/14/2001 12:36:00 PM 0 comments

  why isn't this working? i can't seem to remember my addressss.
jeez....i should be in class now...  ¶ 11/14/2001 07:21:00 AM 0 comments

  allright guys.... maybe i'll talk to her today..... maybe..... lets see how high the courage meter will be today..  ¶ 11/14/2001 07:15:00 AM 0 comments

  man, I have just now found a new thing, a new obsession, a new fad to waste my time on.... damn you all to hell blogger people! my work and sleep habits are slowly going down the drain.... but, thanksgiving break will rejeuvenate me..
  ¶ 11/13/2001 11:48:00 PM